Sunday, April 16

unfeelings (original lyrics)

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deep inside, when nothing feels right

i lost my mind trying to figured it out

whats wrong whats right

no amount of love, can heal my pain

im getting worse but you dont know

im afraid of being forgotten

but now the pain is real

the people i love, left me broken instead

but the saddest part is, they dont even remember my name

(incomplete lyrics and chords)

Friday, April 29

how to move on?

how to move on?
how do we exactly move on?
how exactly does it feels like?
and how do you know that you finally moved on???

its scares me..
to forget about him.. i know until today i find its hard to forget about him. 
he's like that one celebrity crush that you cant have, you know what i mean right? 
he put up his wall up so high..
i don't know what he's afraid of..
i know he knows that my love for him was deep like the blue ocean,
and could never fade away..
he knew i never stop loving him until today..

i know its been awhile since we met.. 
but this month he ask me out for a dinner as my birthday treat..
i felt so happy that day, i thought i will never see his face again..
i know he can't love me.. i know..
because he likes someone else, right?
i sound so pathetic, right?
i love that we got to talk that day, because we took a long way to the place we want to eat for dinner.
we talk about future, i felt so real that day..
i cant get my eyes away from him,
he talk about his life, his work, how tired he is with everything,
and he want to get married when he is 27.
its nice to hear that he's planning on it.
even if its not with me, i still hope for the best,
i hope he will always be happy,

i don't want to bother him anymore,
i think its time,
to start to love again...

but, you..
you will always have a space in my heart..
i will always love you..
and i'm truly sorry that i can't let you go..

Friday, January 15

changed & confused (original lyrics)

i'm confused of how i really felt right now.
like, am i still who i said i was,
or i'm not anymore?
i know, its hard to wake up and try to love someone else in the next morning,
but it can happen, 
and it scares the shit out of me.
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will i be able to love him again tomorrow?
or will i break the promises?
will i be able to hold on again?
will what we had last?
i'm so damn confused.